Today was my last chemo treatment! Hooray!
I made cake to share with all the patients and nurses.
This is a celebration!
But I do know this, I can rejoice today despite my fear. Because my feelings are not always truthful or reliable. Jesus says that The Father watches and knows the lives of the sparrow - birds that we place little value upon. He knows when even one of them falls to the ground. "Even the hairs of your head are all counted. Don’t be afraid. You are worth more than many sparrows."
My fears are valid. But not needed, nor do they impart truth, in the light of this magnificent God I serve.
"When the wind had driven them out for about three or four miles, they saw Jesus walking on the water. He was approaching the boat and they were afraid. He said to them, 'I Am. Don’t be afraid.'"
So today I am rejoicing. Part of my storm is over and He has carried me through it. ALIVE.
It seems kind of fitting that it is so close to Easter weekend. I can't wait to celebrate Jesus's glorious resurrection. He has brought me with Him. I don't know why, but that is the nature of LOVE I guess.